I’ve hit the wall and the saddest part for me is that I can’t tell the difference from when I was confident about my faith. I’m completely headblind, I’ve never seen Gods in dreams or visions, nothing. I just can’t help thinking that everything that I’ve thought about the Gods is just a lie and that They can’t hear me and that They don’t want me to follow Them etc. I’m kind of scared to pray because I know my heart won’t be in it.
I really don’t know what to do now. I’ll post again if anything changes.
Also apologies for a depressing post.
I just ask one thing: if your Gods have made Their presence known to you take the time to thank Them for it.